Sunday, 26 November 2006

All By Myself

This is what happens when you are an idiot.

Go out.
Leave.
Get home.
Cry an awful lot.
Scare parents with the crying.
Hug dogs and pine for the $100 kitty I could have adopted at the vet surgery today.
Drink bottle of chardonay. (bleh)
Eat toffee icecream.
Watch Bridget Jones Diary.
Cry an awful lot more.
Poke self in eye with tissue, causing profuse watering and even more tears.
Insomnia.

I am an idiot.
And I'm not quite sure what to do about it.

Oh yes.

I am hurting.
And I am frustrated.
And I am FEELING STUPID.

Is it that hard to love all of me? Not just the parts to pick and choose, but every part of me? Really?

I hate feeling stupid.

But I love Bridget Jones.

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11 comments:

  1. kari26 November 2006 at 18:57

    boo... you sound sort of like how i've been feeling lately, though i hope not nearly that bad. i'm sorry you feel stupid. here's hoping things start looking up soon. even though we only just met, i'm around if you need someone to talk to. :)

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  2. LaLa26 November 2006 at 19:07

    There's a little bit of Bridg in all of us, if only you have gone for a Semillion instead of a Chardonnay.

    Poor little blossom.

    Email me. xx

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  3. ~Kathryn~26 November 2006 at 21:00

    ((((((hugs)))))) for my baby girl

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  4. Lel26 November 2006 at 22:49

    ::offers up the cookie jar:: Help yourself, hon.

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  5. kirby27 November 2006 at 05:20

    aww poor aly!
    *hands you tissues and chocolate and hugs*

    Bridget Jones is quite awesome... I feel I am the australian version, with slightly smaller boobs....*ahem*

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  6. Jen27 November 2006 at 08:48

    *hugs* I tried to call you sweetie. I hope you're alright.

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  7. Julz*27 November 2006 at 12:05

    ohhhh deary. :( I think I've passed on my "feeling stupid" issues to you :(

    *hugs* I love you muchly <3

    xoxoxoxox

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  8. Teacher Jane27 November 2006 at 13:54

    Hang in there, Aly!

    Here's hoping that the Feeling Stupid passes...

    If not? Well, the ten trillion miles separating us prevents us from drinking together, but I did enough shots last night for both of us, I assure you.

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  9. cagey27 November 2006 at 20:18

    Sorry you are feeling Stupid. Hopefully, you will feel Smart very soon. ;-)

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  10. 30andflirty28 November 2006 at 03:19

    (((hugs))) I hope things start looking up. :(

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  11. nila30 November 2006 at 09:02

    I hope your feeling better now. There's nothing worse than feeling stupid, although we all feel that way at times. Some more than others (present company included).

    I love Bridget Jones too. Your my new Bridget Jones.

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