Thursday, 7 June 2012

Ovary Fail

After 19 days of High on the Clearblue Fertility Monitor & a gradual fading OPK pattern... I'm done. A Low this morning & a blindingly white stick = yet another month of anovulation.

They say the months after IVF are your most fertile, thanks to the residual hormones & all that jazz. That's what they say. All I know is that even with a dose of Clomid to try and help things along, my reproductive organs have closed shop and refuse to budge.

I should've taken the Provera a week ago, when I had my first inklings of doubt. Instead, I waited. I waited, thinking I might have a nice surprise (albeit late) ovulation, and we'd get a shot at conceiving in June, the month of our wedding anniversary. Stupid me.

So, today is Day 1 of a 10 day meds cycle, to bring on AF. Now, I have at least a fortnight ahead of me, and then some, while we wait for AF and get this useless waiting period over.

7 comments:

  1. oh friend i'm so sorry. keeping you both in my thoughts and sending all the happy baby making vibes i can.

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  2. I didn't ovulate either, friend. I think our bodies are freaking out a bit. Hopefully your shop will open again soon. :)

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  3. I am so sorry. I keep thinking of you for some reason and I am sure it will happen for you soon. I have no reason for saying it, I don't know you as such, I just feel like it will. I am praying for you guys x

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  4. Sorry hun.... looks like the universe is bringing on a lot of bad news today for us all. Thinking of you with all my heart and hope your next step starts soon xoxo

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  5. I've got nothing but a hug for you.

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  6. Ughh...sorry this cycle didn't work out the way you had thought. I think waiting to ovulate is absolute torture, can't imagine when you have to wait and then have it not happen. Hope AF comes quickly...

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