Monday, 19 May 2014

It's a Bust

I know, I said I wouldn't get my hopes up - but I did, of course I did.

My chart went up, and up, and up! And so did those hopes. Unfortunately, the pee sticks have been negative - even today at 12dpo. Here's where it is currently.
It's so silly to be so completely gutted - but I really thought we would get lucky. I ovulated, we timed it perfectly, the temps & CM all looked fantastic, and yet here we are again.

Thank goodness we have a plan to do more IVF next month, or I would have been completely devastated. I mean, it's no bed of roses or anything, but it's something in place to move forward, you know?

Now to wait for AF - and hope she doesn't keep me waiting too long. :(
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12 comments:

  1. Sarah19 May 2014 at 15:07

    ew.
    i hate this for you.
    I've had two weeks of positive OPKS. TWO WEEKS. what gives. stupid pcos and false positives.
    now i wait for AF too. i hope she shows because she will give me much more clarity of where I'm at. and a little hope for next time.
    i hope you get lucky mama!!!
    xxo

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  2. Unknown19 May 2014 at 15:18

    You aren't one of those statistics that just trips over your husband and is pregnant. You are extra special and unique.

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  3. jess19 May 2014 at 20:35

    ugh that's the thing I hate about TTC. The whole hope / failure cycle. It was exhausting having to mourn and then pick myself up again after each failed cycle.

    I hope you get some good news soon!

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  4. Mrs. Higrens20 May 2014 at 02:23

    ((HUGS)) Those stupid hope balloons never deflate when you want them to. Hope you are able to move forward soon!

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  5. Non Sequitur Chica20 May 2014 at 07:03

    So sorry lady. But it's great that you guys have a plan for next month.

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  6. Emilie20 May 2014 at 22:06

    Big hugs, love. I hate that this is so difficult for you. It's just not fair.

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  7. SuzanneNicole21 May 2014 at 10:45

    Yup, it's a rollercoaster. Sometimes I find myself wishing those days of hope could last a few more before the upset kicks in. Fingers double crossed for you next time xxx

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  8. Rebecca22 May 2014 at 02:02

    Hi from ICLW. Hoping your IVF cycle gives you a take home baby.

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  9. Brittny22 May 2014 at 04:40

    I'm so sorry to hear that you weren't successful this month. I pray you find success with your IVF cycle. Its so hard to not get your hopes up even when you try. I totally can understand.... you want to feel like you are actively doing something instead of waiting around hoping for it to happen! Lots of baby dust sprinkled your way!

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  10. Anonymous22 May 2014 at 07:12

    :-( I hate when this happens. I've had a couple of those months (and with PCOS, they're few and far between!)...they feel even worse than all the others because our bodies do what they're supposed to do and it still doesn't happen! My thoughts are with you, and I hope you take a bit of time to take care of yourself. :-( Here via ICLW!

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  11. Lisa N22 May 2014 at 10:55

    Hi from ICLW... So sorry to hear it didn't work out for you this cycle. It's so frustrating! Best wishes to you on your upcoming IVF cycle.

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  12. St Elsewhere22 May 2014 at 18:52

    I hope AF comes right on time. Sorry for this cycle being bust.

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