Friday, 31 October 2014

No Miracles Here

So, if you were playing along, these were our betas:

14dpo: 60
16dpo: 86
18dpo: 76

This pregnancy has officially been deemed non-viable. I have to stop taking progesterone, and keep getting blood taken until we hit zero. I need to ring my clinic when I eventually (hopefully) start bleeding.

It's over, but it's not over.

Limbo, yet again - this time, waiting for another pregnancy to end. More fading pee sticks. More bloods taken from my already bruised and battered arms.

Please let this be over quickly.

9 comments:

  1. I am so sorry this has happened to you again. I haven't said hi before, though I have been following your blog for awhile, so I know you won't know me, but you have my deepest sympathies. I am here for you.

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  2. One loss is bad enough but I'm of the opinion that NO ONE should have to go through more than one, and certainly not two back-to-back. Too bad we don't get to make our own rules for this stuff, huh? So sorry... (I'm right here with you - three in a row for me; still TTC our first.) -Polly

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  3. My heart is breaking for you again. It's so shitty that you have to go through this. I'm sending you all the hugs and good thoughts and love.

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  4. Not fair. Just not fair. Sending you so much love across the ocean. xxx

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  5. I am so, so sorry. Sending you a hug and thinking of you and your family.

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  6. Aly, I'm so sorry I missed this. I'm so sorry to read this. I'm so sorry it has happened again. Sending you the biggest hugs ever, and love, and light. xxxx

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