Thursday, 26 March 2015

9dp5dt - negative

So this cycle has officially failed. I won't say I told you so.. but I knew from the minute we saw that embryo, that this wasn't going to work. You can say I was being negative, but honestly, I was trusting my gut.

I'm more disappointed than I thought I would be - especially after that inkling that it wasn't going to work. I guess we all secretly hope for a miracle, or to be one of 'those' stories you Google, about late positives turning into healthy babies. The never ending cycle of hope and disappointment.

So now comes the wait for the oestrogen & the progesterone to leave my system ... hoping that a period comes sooner rather than later - but with my body, who knows how long it could take?

It just makes me pretty sad that there will be no 2015 baby for us.
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5 comments:

  1. Non Sequitur Chica26 March 2015 at 12:20

    Oh lady I'm sorry. I hope that we both can say that we will have babies come in early 2016!

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  2. Mrs. Higrens26 March 2015 at 12:26

    I'm sorry Aly. Stupid insidious hope gets us every time. May your body cooperate for a quick restart.

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  3. Unknown26 March 2015 at 18:20

    I'm so sorry xxoo

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  4. Rebecca27 March 2015 at 03:04

    Well that sucks! Hoping that next cycle brings you a chance for a happy beginning to a new year with a 2016 baby!

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  5. Mrs. Agony27 March 2015 at 08:54

    I'm sorry to read this. I know the pain of a failed cycle. I'm hoping that 2016 is your year!

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