Thursday, 4 February 2016

FET #8 - Dare to Hope?

So yesterday morning, I deemed this cycle a bust. I ripped apart the pregnancy tests, deleted every image from my phone, threw a huge tantrum and rage-cleaned my bathroom. It was a meltdown, and it wasn't pretty. I ended that fit of destruction by lying on G's bed and sobbing my heart out - thankfully, she was at daycare, so I could safely let it all out.

After picking her up later that afternoon, I decided to do ONE more pregnancy test. I wasn't going to, and I was kicking myself as I was doing it, but I did it. And you know, there was a more visible line this time. It's still fairly light for 6dp5dt - or 11dpo - but it was a TONNE better than the morning's ghost.
Maybe that was a sign that this pregnancy isn't all over?

I promised hubby I wouldn't pee on any FRER sticks today, because he thinks I'll drive myself batty overanalysing a line, or panicking if there isn't enough progression. (Yeah, he's right.)

I didn't promise to not use a digital though. Loopholes, you know.
7dp5dt - or 12dpo. Could this work? Might this work? PLEASE WORK.
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7 comments:

  1. Candace5 February 2016 at 00:51

    Aly I have all my fingers and toes crossed that this is it for you! Sending you all the love and luck in the world!

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  2. Lacey Bean5 February 2016 at 00:59

    All of the appendages crossed for you!! <3 <3

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  3. Jess5 February 2016 at 04:32

    Eeeeek, yay!! Everything crossed that this one sticks!

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  4. Katelin5 February 2016 at 10:37

    Oh keeping my fingers crossed for you friend xoxo

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  5. Cassie Dash5 February 2016 at 15:09

    Soooo hoping this one's The One! Wishing you peace and calm as you wait for answers in the days ahead. xo

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  6. Non Sequitur Chica6 February 2016 at 07:35

    Holding onto hope for you! I didn't really see any lines in your previous post, but there is a definite line on that pee stick (and of course the pregnancy reading on the digital) so those are two good signs!

    When is your beta?

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